Defining moments.

   There are certain moments that define our character. There are certain situations in which we discover the significance of the people God has put in our lives. I am grateful to have such a wonderful group of friends and family who care about me and will always be supportive of me. I could not ask for anyone better, I love them all very much.

"And let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, to which indeed you were called in one body. And be thankful. Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly, teaching and admonishing one another in all wisdom, singing psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, with thankfulness in your hearts to God. And whatever you do, in word or deed, do everything in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him."

Colossians 3:15-17

   Yesterday was a bit hectic, and looking back, it seems so unreal now. I remember praying with my friends, we were all nearing tears. I remember seeing my mom and dad standing next to me talking to the doctor. Though, what I felt to be most incredible was seeing my best friends in the world with their mothers waiting for me to recover. It was so amazing, and I tried my best to hold back tears. While it was one of the most frightening situations I've ever encountered, it was also one of the most humbling experiences.


I love you all. (this is the only photo I could find with all of you in it...) 



   I also remember receiving a text message from my sister. I didn't have my glasses so my friend read it to me. I started crying. It was the sweetest thing she'd ever said to me. The tables had been reversed, and I knew that if I had stayed longer, she would have come to visit me and we'd have loads of fun. What saddened me though, was that she was worried and unable to focus as much as I know she could have during her game. She's an amazing player, and I am sad that her mind was too clouded for her to play to her full potential. However, I am touched that I mean so much to her.

"Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change."

James 1:17

   All in all, I am extremely thankful for the people in my life. I remember the ride there, I was worried about not being able to keep my breath steady and whether or not the pain would go away. Then I thought to myself, and I felt God there with me. I knew that everything would be alright because it wasn't my time. It wasn't easy, but I knew that He would be throughout the evening and help me recover. I had hope. He is love, and His love gave me hope.